Patricia | 22 | Minneapolis

artist and sober brown queer fat filipina womanist - born and raised in Chicago, college in Minneapolis, missing Brooklyn.

o0o0o0 and fyi I'm rly intolerant of yt ppl mediocrity, lololol

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18 April 2014

I think I slept weird because my neck hurts so much like I can’t turn my head quickly or rly at all without it hurting v____v who’s comin over tonight 2 give me a massage hahhaha

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18 April 2014


kinda wanna eat a donut
kinda wanna eat a girl out

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18 April 2014

Rihanna at Giorgio Baldi tonight.

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18 April 2014


IG: the_dopest_ethiopian


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18 April 2014
sometimes I forget abt my birthmark and then I see it and I’m like o hey

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17 April 2014
what do you do when your mind is telling you that you aren't good enough? when i do have moments of clarity, i know that my art is brilliant and i have the ability to be even greater, but doubt tricks me into thinking i can't do it.
by Anonymous

phew, I struggle with this a lot. p much like, when I feel like I can’t do it or like my work isn’t going to go anywhere, I just kinda think of why I make my work. I think abt what I’m tryna create for the universe and that pushes me a lot. Like, thinking about who I make my work for and who I’m tryna reach out to. And I just like, try to stay positive. Art is hard, and I try my best! This is shit advice but I hope u feel what I’m sayin 

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17 April 2014
okay so i went to rehab & was completely sober for 7 months. I then completely relapsed (my doc is opiates btw)... i relapsed after dealing w/ some trauma, getting depressed so i stopped going to meetings. since then ive started therapy again and stopping using hard stuff (herion & oxy) but im still drinking and smoking.... do you think relapse is inevitable? what else works for you?? i just need some over all advice i guess. Thank you again and good luck in your sobriety<3
by Anonymous

First of all, I want you to know that I’m very proud of you. What you’re doing takes so much strength and determination, and I truly applaud you, because sobriety is beyond tough. I don’t know if relapse is inevitable, but it happens. It happened to me. I relapsed a week into my sobriety, which is actually something I’ve never told anyone before. I had a terrible day, I was feeling really triggered and terrible, and I had a few drinks. Anyways, I’ve never done any hard drugs so I don’t know how applicable my advice is, but here goes:

Sobriety is really difficult, and it takes a lot of mental strength to go through daily life when you’re recovering from a substance abuse problem. Don’t hang with people who make this journey more difficult, allow yourself to stay in and skip going out if that feels triggering for you, Basically like, PROTECT YOURSELF. Whenever I’m feelin like I’m having a weak moment, I sit down and think about why I became sober in the first place, what my life would be like if I hadn’t stopped drinking, and what my sobriety means to my wellbeing. 

I’m sending out good vibes to you though, b. You are so strong, and if you ever need anyone to hear you out, I’m here for you. Stay strong. Stay brilliant. You are a star. 

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